To be completely honest, before I thought I was a transguy, I thought I was agender. Gender is so exhausting and archaic, in my opinion. It's a societal concept that projects a lot of negative stereotypes on everyone. I don't agree with it. I never did. Not even when I thought I was transgender. I guess agender is a more accurate term for me.
I realized I just wanted so desperately to be SOMEONE else, because I hated myself at the time, and now I'm finding ways that make me not hate myself. Love and like is a stretch. More like comfortable with myself. I wish I realized this sooner though. I tend to be confused by everything around me, about me, that happens with me, until way after the fact. I'm so sorry for confusing myself, and I never did this on purpose. I really thought my problem was that I was transgender at the time. I also didn't accept agender as a real thing for me either back then.
I find this to be a point of maturation, onward to adulthood.
As as far as pronouns go, I don't care. My body is female so I do expect female pronouns, but they're still weird. So is male. But feel free to call me whatever. As long as it isn't "it".
I'm highly considering another name. Something gender neutral. Shay, Carter, and Dakota are ideas at the moment....